
Thinking back to the moment I give birth to him, it's hard to put it in words, as I'm sure all of you mothers feel. I just read the
Red Tent and there was a page in the book that was relatable. "Just as there is no warning for childbirth, there is no preparation for the sight of a first child...I could not get my fill of looking. There should be a song for women to sing at this moment, or a prayer to recite. But perhaps there is none because there are no words strong enough to name that moment."
I love him. I would've never known how sweet the moment would be when I met him. Crazy that that was only 4 years ago, because my life without him is no longer. He has made my life better than I was able to dream up for myself. I've heard this before and said it before, but you never know the love your heart has the capacity for until you have children. And just so you could attempt to love him as much as I do. Here are a
few of the reasons I love him.
- He has the most tender heart you would meet on a 4 year old. He is so sensitive to feelings and surroundings.
- He is the best big brother to Colton. They laugh, play, talk, hug, share.
- Ian puts others first. Even when I'm trying to reward him for good behavior, he will selflessly give up his gum or treat and give it to Colton so he could have it first.
- His descriptive language is very entertaining. For example, when getting out of the bath tub he says that he's got "grassy" hair and Colton's got "roller coaster" hair.
- The lovingly way in which he talks to his individual fruit snacks before he eats them
- The much love he has for his family, near and far.
- The way he is able to make friends wherever we go.
- His innocence. To him, the world is just good.
- His sweet reminders to read scriptures every night, say our prayers, bless the food, have family home evening.
- His super cool dance moves.
- His peacemaking abilities. He knows what to do to keep everyone happy.
- His contentment with life.
Happy Birthday, Buddy boy!! You are oh-so loved.